Writing Prompts

I love writing prompts.

It’s just one – of many ways – to get the creative juices flowing but more so, they are an excellent tool to use when you have no current project in the works.

If you are like me, then writing prompts may serve you as well.

For I – way too often – neglect to “write” until I have a pretty good idea of its shape, tone, plot, etc. already fixed in my head.  I don’t necessarily have to have it fully formed; there’s plenty that works its way out once the actual writing begins, but still – I need it rooted.  Until that happens, I find that I read a whole lot of books and journal aplenty, waiting for that moment of magic when inspiration strikes.

It’s pretty silly, I know.  And unproductive.  This I know too.

So writing prompts are a sort of bridge.  And if I’m very lucky?  I can sometimes find the seed for a longer story — bonus!

Types of Writing Prompts

The simplest form of writing prompt requires no forethought – just a quick sentence or two to place atop the blank page sitting before you.  This type of writing prompt is more of an adventure than an exercise, because you as the writer have no idea where the story will take you, until it does.

Here are some examples:

  • You, a grown adult, are afraid of the dark.  Explain why this is a legitimate concern, so friends won’t laugh at you.
  • Rewrite the Gettysburg Address for today’s audience.
  • A soldier is about to embark upon a mission that she knows will kill her.

These prompts came from the book:  “642 Things to Write About” by The San Francisco Writers’ Grotto.  However, there are many other books and resources from which to choose.  A simple Internet search should net you plenty.

The next type of writing prompt is more of an exercise since it targets specific areas of the actual craft of writing in which to practice.

For example:  Scene.  Pull all elements of fiction into the event of a scene – POV, dialogue, character, setting, plot.

“Write a persecution scene.  Is your character being followed?  Keep suspense building.  Use scary images if character is scared.  Work a basic nightmare that most readers can relate to.”

This prompt came from a creative writing workshop.  At the end of each class, we would be given a writing prompt and about 15 minutes to write.  It didn’t take long for my initial fear of the empty page to quickly disappear.

Sometimes, you can get lucky too.  In one such class we were instructed to write a scene using a cemetery as its setting.  I ended up turning the results of that exercise into a ghost story.

I wrote about a widowed woman, clinging so tightly to the memory of her beloved that his spirit was bound, haunting her, until she ultimately found the strength to say goodbye.

Lastly, this type of writing prompt is best illustrated by Sarah Addison Allen.

Although I’m partial since #1 – magical realism is my favorite genre, and #2 – I love all her works, especially Sarah’s “Garden Spells”, which remains at the top of my list.

Every Sunday, Sarah posts a Facebook writing prompt and encourages folks to continue the tale in the comment section of her posts.  She calls it “Short Short Story Sunday”.

Each post is also accompanied by a picture, which in and of itself can be a writing prompt too.  Sometimes her prompt is so wonderful, I wish she would turn it into another book herself, like the one she posted on March 19th:

“The Help Wanted sign in the window of The Imaginary Gift Shoppe read: “Apply within if you remember the name of your first imaginary playmate.”

All of Brinley’s friends had gotten jobs at clothing stores in the mall that summer — at Abercrombie & Fitch and J.Crew and American Eagle. Well, all except Leo, who was working at Cinnabon. He was going to smell like vanilla icing constantly now, which he rather liked, though his girlfriend Reagan had sneered and said bees were going to chase him all summer.

The gift shoppe was an unassuming storefront in an otherwise abandoned Art Deco building across from the downtown library. Brinley would eye it curiously every week she checked out books, sometimes twice a week if she’d hit a good reading stride. If she could get this job, her parents would get off her back about doing something constructive this summer, plus she would be near the sanctuary of the library, which wasn’t taking applications (she’d asked).

She walked into the gift shoppe, which smelled like strawberry licorice and incense, and had carved shelves piled high with pottery face jugs, crystals, retro toys and colorful gossamer scarves tied to every available hook. There was solid wooden door behind the desk with a gold plaque that read: Tea Room Courtyard. Membership Required.

The woman behind the desk had hair so stiff and blond it looked like pulled sugar artwork on top of a cake. Her gooseberry eyes were keen and blue, surrounded by a roadmap of fine wrinkles.

“I’m here about the job,” Brinley said, hugging her library books to her chest.

The woman looked her over carefully. “And the name of your first imaginary playmate?” She asked, like she was asking for a reference.

Brinley felt a little foolish bringing him up. Truth be told, she hadn’t even liked him that much. “His name was Limp-Along Louie.”

“I’ll be right back,” the woman said. She opened the door to the courtyard and Brinley could have sworn she saw cups and teapots and plates of cookies floating in the air above dark Moroccon tables before the door closed. Brinley frowned and looked around the shop more carefully, wondering exactly what this place was.

“Good news!” The woman appeared behind the desk again. “He remembers you. Can you start today?”

Brinley suddenly wondered what she’d gotten herself into.


Some Sundays I post a short, short story about a random photo. Feel free to continue the tale in the comments!

I don’t know about you, but this short-short story simply whets my appetite to know more!

Happy writing, my friends.


Spring Equinox Celebration

Monday is the Vernal equinox, when night and day become equal.  Or more commonly known as the first *official* day of spring!

And oh how welcome it is, especially after the dark bitter months of winter.  My soul cries to hear birdsong once again and greet the returning robins to my yard.  As the light increases and the temperatures warm, I await the arrival of our titmouse who long ago claimed “my” trees as his domain, and my husband as his favorite buddy who keeps the feeders filled with seed.  I long to see the daffodils and forsythias dot the landscape in yellow splendour, and cherry trees erupt in a froth of flowery plumes.

But the Vernal equinox didn’t mean much to my younger self because in upstate New York, Easter was synonymous with spring.

So the equinox would come and go with nary but a fleeting thought.  Why?  Because most likely, there was still four feet of snow outside our windows.  In fact, even a month later, when the Easter Bunny arrived with colorful eggs and bright baskets filled with delectable treats, there could still be snow in the forecast.

I remember one year, we had an ice storm on Easter Sunday itself and afterwards, the whole countryside sparkled like jewels in the sunlight.  I can still see my young self, enchanted by the ice coated leaves of the mountain laurel blanketing the hillside next to our house.  I crunched through the crusted snow and gingerly detached the ice from a glossy green leaf, careful to keep it whole, marveling at the ice-leaf before plopping it into my mouth and relishing its clean, icy goodness melting against the roof of mouth.

I loved Easter.

I loved it so much, my Dad continued to *surprise* me with an Easter basket every year, all the way up to the age of sixteen.

It’s only now as adult that I realize it wasn’t so much about the trimmings of Easter that sparked my young heart into joyous fire.  It was the fact that it meant the return of spring.  The return of life to all of nature.  It was baby chicks and bunny rabbits, flowers and sunshine.  There was nothing more wonderful then spending an afternoon dyeing hard-boiled eggs into an array of pastel colors and fanciful design.

For what can be more symbolic of rebirth, than an egg?

But I now live in the mid-Atlantic.  And the return of spring does arrive on the Vernal equinox.

So today, I’ll be hosting my annual Spring celebration with a few close friends, and include all of the symbolic goodness Easter.

Happy Vernal Equinox!  Blessed Ostara! Welcome spring.


Snow Heralds in the Spring





“I wonder if the snow loves the trees and fields, that it kisses them so gently? And then it covers them up snug, you know, with a white quilt; and perhaps it says, ‘Go to sleep, darlings, till the summer comes again.'”

~Lewis Carroll



There’s a full moon tonight, and a weather advisory for the Northeast and Midatlantic.

Snow will start falling tomorrow, and keep falling through early this week until it lays a thick quilt across our land – up to 12 inches thick – so say the weather soothsayers.

It’s been an unusual winter for the eastern panhandle of West Virginia.

February is usually our coldest month and sports the heaviest of our snowfall.  But this year?  We saw nary but a few spartan flakes.  Temperatures rose to 70 degrees, warming the land and softening the earth, then cooled again, on and off, just like we would expect it to, had it actually been Spring.

Museum of Shenandoah Valley

But the Spring Equinox doesn’t occur until next week, March 20th to be precise.

Yet the wild Cherry trees and Bradford Pears are in full bloom.  Blue-violet crocus’ and buttered daffodils cheerfully raised their showy heads, while the forsythias donned golden yellow dresses enticing trees, everywhere, to cast forth buds.  Robins once again dot the lawns and song birds are caroling with glee.

So I guess it’s not just me.  Nature must have been fooled too.

Silly us — thinking that Persephone had returned early from the dark underworld.  For how else does the earth awaken into leaf and bloom, but from Persephone’s joyous reunion with Demeter, goddess of the harvest.

But Mother Nature roared, as she is sometimes wont to do.  “Not so quick, my darlings.”

And thus, nearly one week prior to the Vernal Equinox, we will have the first snows of winter arriving enforce, to herald in our Spring.

So as is custom – stores are packed to capacity with last minute shoppers buying milk and bread.  Snow shovels and rock salt are being brought back out from early storage.  And seed catalogs perch next to armchairs as firewood gets stacked next to the hearth.

It was hard to shake off the lethargy of winter.  I felt like a hothouse bulb forced into bloom, out of sequence of natural time.  But I had rallied and began spring-time activities, awakening in due course.  And BAM!

Now I must put all the frenetic energy I spooled into being, back on hold.

The hearth has been laid.  The house is prepared.  Hatches have been battened down.  Let it snow, let it snow, let snow.

Charles Town, WV


The delights of making homemade BUTTER

Ever since I first spied an old butter churn in my parent’s antique shop, I’ve wanted to make my own butter.

I remember that churn distinctly.  I was perhaps 12 years old, and I would gingerly turn the crank handle and imagine the metal paddles spinning through waves of thick cream.  From where does such desire spring?

Antique Butter Churn
Antique Butter Churn

My young eyes saw magic.

Whereupon my parents scratched their heads, bewildered that I would be interested in such things.  In the end, the churn got sold – and here I am, 40 years later still remembering that churn with a sense of loss.

And yet in all that time, after living a life devoted to the old ways, and growing a steady repertoire of ye ole home arts, I find it remarkable that butter-making has eluded my grasp — until now!

In searching for the perfect birthday present, my husband – unaware of my childhood whimsy – remembered my delight last summer, when we visited The Peter Burr House and not only witnessed a butter-making exhibition but got to taste it, spread across a piece of freshly baked, heritage bread, still warm from the brick, outdoor oven.

Voila!  My husband devised the perfect birthday present.  Yet again.  He has a special knack for finding me the PERFECT birthday present every year.  Yes, indeedy.  I’m a lucky woman.

Kilner Butter kit: Churn, paddles, and glass dish

Thus to my utmost delight, my husband bought me everything I would need to make my own homemade butter – including the cream!

Knowing my predilection for pure ingredients, he had arranged for “home-delivery” (just like the good ole’ days) and ordered one gallon of of fresh, non-homogenized, whole milk from a local farm that raises only the happiest of happy Guernsey cows.  These cows can often be seen lazily grazing in sun-drenched fields, sporting glossy black & white coats, with never a need for things like hormone injections or antibiotics.

The kit came with simple instructions.  However I felt they cheated just a bit by calling for a carton of heavy whipping cream … which my husband supplied too.  “Just in case,” he said.

“Just in case?” I slowly turned the carton of cream, my nose puckering a teeny, tiny bit.  “But this cream won’t be from HAPPY cows.”  My hubby, long accustomed to my idiosyncrasies, merely shrugged his shoulders.

The instructions stated that it would take 10 oz of cream (regardless of source) to yield about 4 oz of butter – basically, the equivalent of one stick of butter.  I had no idea how much cream could be extracted from one gallon of whole milk but I was willing to find out.

Separating Cream from Milk
Separate Cream from Milk
Happy Cow Cream
Room Temp. Cream

Eagerly anticipating the delivery of happy-cow milk, I searched the windows until I saw an unfamiliar car turn into our drive.

The milk had arrived!  Neither snow nor rain nor heat ….

I ran out into the rain and greeted our friendly, neighborhood milk-lady, grinning madly and chattering about my birthday butter churn.

I had everything I needed.  BUT first things first.  I had to separate the cream from the milk.

I poured the 2 half gallon containers of whole milk into a glass gallon-jar with a spigot and left it to sit still so the cream could rise to the top.

Twenty-four hours later, I carefully ladled the cream into another jar — barely amounting to 10 oz worth of cream.  Hmmmm.  It didn’t seem like much, given all that milk.  Maybe I shouldn’t have refrigerated the milk?

Luckily, my husband is a smart man – and I invoked the “just in case” clause of my gift, regarding a certain carton of heavy whipping cream.

So I added 10 oz of store-bought cream to the 10 oz of happy-cow cream already waiting in the glass butter-churn and let it rest on my counter until it reached room temperature – which in my case, lasted for about two hours, because I went shopping at Aldi’s for a large, round loaf of Pane Turano Italian Bread.  Its mission?  To serve as the perfect showcase for my highly anticipated, soon-to-be, newly formed, fresh churned butter.

*Important Note*  The cream must be brought to room temperature before you start churning, otherwise, it won’t properly form into butter and you’ll end up churning for a LOT longer than necessary, all the while wondering why the cream isn’t magically turning into butter.  Ask me how I know this…

Churn, Churn, Churn
Churn, Churn, Churn


Returning home, bread in hand, I duly turned my attention back to the room temperature cream sitting idle in my butter churn.  It was “time to make the donuts” — ahem, butter.

I had always envisioned butter churning as a chore, requiring long hours of hard labor.  Of course, my only prior knowledge had been via pictures in books or film that most often showed pre-Victorian era women-folk sitting beside a large wooden, barrel-like urn continuously working a plunger that paddled its way through gallons of cream.

But come to find out?  Churning was easy!  And surprisingly fast too.

10 minute Butter!
10 minute Butter!

I turned 20 oz of cream into 8.5 oz of butter in less than 10 minutes of actual churning.

But I didn’t know what to expect at first go, so I brought the whole apparatus into the comforts of my living room and – unlike the days of old – there I sat in cushioned splendor, churning to the tune of a favorite T.V. episode of Supernatural.

In a span of only 3 – 5 minutes, the cream became frothy.

I giggled with glee, just like a little kid who wakes up on Christmas morning.  I continued to crank the handle, admittedly a bit faster than was necessary, but I couldn’t contain my excitement.  Magic was unfolding.

A couple minutes later, the churn paddles glugged as liquid began to turn solid.  They spun stiffly, pressing bits of butter en masse against the glass walls.  I continued to churn.  Within a few short moments, the whole glob of butter released its grip against the glass and clung to the paddles, now spinning freely in the remaining milk -which incidentally, is called “butter milk”.

Pour off buttermilk into separate jar
Pour off the buttermilk into separate jar

With the churning done, I poured off the butter milk into a quart-sized canning jar — I’ll use that later for making scrumptious buttermilk pancakes, biscuits, scones, etc. — and scooped the butter into a large ceramic dish.

Before shaping the butter into a stick, bar, or other form, it’s important to “wash” any remaining buttermilk from the butter – otherwise, it will turn the flavor bitter and reduce shelf-life.

It’s takes three washing’s, and I found that using ice water worked best.

I poured water over the butter, about 1/2 – 2/3 cup each time, and used the two wooden paddles to work the butter, squeezing and pushing out any remaining butter milk until the water became milky in color.  I then poured off/discarded the water, and repeated the whole rinsing process two more times.

Rinse the Butter
Rinse the Butter with cold water

And presto.  A perfect ball of fresh butter!

At this point, I could have flavored the butter in a variety of ways but I chose to keep my first batch simple and mixed in just a pinch of salt (I used canning salt due to its fine texture, but I could have used any salt).

Mix in a pinch of salt
Mix in a pinch of salt

The last step is shaping.

Again the choices are many, but since my kit included a perfectly sized glass butter dish, I molded the butter into a rectangular shape.  I also found that refrigerating the molded butter made it easier to later move to its final resting place – the table top, butter dish.

Shape the Butter
Shape the Butter
 Shape the Butter
Transfer to Butter Dish




The whole process from beginning to end – including cleanup – took less than half an hour.  Not bad for a first timer.  Hereafter I’m sure I’ll find ways to streamline the process, becoming more efficient – and adventurous too.

I have dreams of elegantly shaped butter pats wrapped as gifts to friends, or delicately flavored butters in pretty jars encircled with colorful ribbons.  My herb garden sings with possibilities – try me, taste this.   The choices are limitless.

But for now?  I’m quite content with my first 8.5 oz. of freshly, churned butter.

With that said, I must bid you adieu.  There is a large, crusty slice of Pane Turano that is waiting to be buttered – and I call first dibs.

 Look 'Ma. It's Butter!
Look ‘Ma. It’s Butter!

17th Century Wisdom

dr-seussAccording to Dr. Seuss – love is defined when one person’s weirdness is compatible with that of another’s.

That’s one way of putting it…but how do we define weirdness?

Is Aunt Tilly’s predilection for hosting tea parties with garden gnomes as guests – weird?  Maybe so.

But Uncle Walter doesn’t care one way or the other.  He only sees that it makes Aunt Tilly happy, and so, works extra hard to make their garden a beautiful spot for her to enjoy her tea.

I would argue it’s more about matching someone’s perception of reality.

My perception of someone else’s weirdness is colored through the lense of my own experience, thoughts, feelings in the same way that ten different witnesses to the same crime can report conflicting observations.   Our perceptions, the things we “see”, are unique to each of us.

This fact is further complicated by those folks who fool themselves into creating a reality that doesn’t really exist – refusing to see anything other than what they want to see.

It is no small wonder why the human race is at such odds with one another.  So many opinions…and each thinks the other is wrong – haters hate, lovers love – blinded by a perceived reality of their own design.


Maybe we should take a page out of some 17th century wisdom.

In 1623, John Donne wrote Devotions upon Emergent Occasions (Meditation XVII) in which he is famous for two quotes:


“For whom the bell tolls; it tolls for thee…No man is an island, entire of itself”

But what do these phrases actually mean and how does it apply to us today?

John Donne is referring to the human condition.

For whom the bell tolls – signifies an individual’s death.

News flash – we all die, every single one us.  But Donne tells us that each death offers valuable lessons, if only we can properly understand, if we have eyes that can “see”.   He speaks about hardships as blessings.  Because it is mostly through tribulation that people grow as individuals, expanding their consciousness, learning and gaining new insight.  According to Donne, these are the things in life that are more valuable than gold.

No man is an island – refers to the fact that each of us are pieces to the whole of mankind.  Thus every death holds meaning because we all share the human condition.  In other words, whatever happens to our neighbor – can happen to us too.  Does the bell toll for you?  Or for someone else?

Take a moment and endeavor to see reality through someone else’s eyes.  Who knows?  Maybe, just maybe, your perception will expand and possibly change.

And if not?  No matter.  You will, at the very least, have gained insight into another’s definition of “weird”.




Film-Noir Inspired Fiction

Humphrey Bogart…  What can I say?  He makes me want to swoon.

Humphrey Bogart - Casablanca, 1942
Humphrey Bogart – Casablanca, 1942

As such, I’m a big fan of 1940’s movies, particularly those labelled (after the fact) “Film Noir”, described on Google as:

“a style or genre of cinematographic film marked by a mood of pessimism, fatalism, and menace. The term was originally applied (by a group of French critics) to American thriller or detective films made in the period 1944–54 and to the work of directors such as Orson Welles, Fritz Lang, and Billy Wilder.”

The past can always be romanticized, and for me – the 1940’s films exemplify a bygone era of style and class, when men wore fedoras and women silk stockings.  It was a time when polite society dictated manners, grace, and etiquette.  There were no computers or cell phones.  Detectives had to call for back up from pay phones and information gathering was done the old-fashioned way – questioning people face to face.

However, lest anyone misunderstand my ‘wistful’ tone, I wouldn’t want to actually live in the 1940’s – no more than I would the 1840’s.  To enjoy ‘historical’ fiction, one must temporarily put aside the reality of the times (like social injustice) in the spirit of entertainment — just like we do when attending a Renaissance Festival (let’s face it, the reality of medieval Europe was no picnic, but it sure is fun to dress up as a wench or knight, drink mead, eat turkey legs, and watch ye ‘ole jousting tournament).

It was while watching TCM movies one day… ok, gorging myself on a marathon of 1940 black & white oldies, when inspiration struck.

Months earlier, I had been invited to participate in a new writing project, in collaboration with a group of fellow writers, to write a book with “short-story” chapters that shared a common theme and set of circumstances.  YET — maddeningly — my creative muse had fled the building and remained missing in action.  I had only a general idea for my story, missing key details like plot line, point of view, tone, and voice.

But thanks to Humphrey Bogart, my germ of an idea sparked into flame, and within a few short days, I had a completed story.  My muse had returned in full glory…

The book is about to enter its editing phase next month, so the following is subject to change.  Here’s the opening scene to my “chapter”:

Evelyn Smythe

          Retired detective Sean Malone absently sipped the seltzer brought to him by Nurse Flechette and watched the stormy procession of Ravenwood’s newest inductee from his perch beside the parlor room windows.  The boorish tittering of the old ladies having their afternoon tea faded as his attention was drawn to the tallish woman marching up the Manor’s stone walkway.  He maneuvered his wheel chair for a closer view, feigning nonchalance lest he betray his interest to the resident gossips, and took note of the woman’s clenched teeth, tilted chin, and stiff back.  She was accompanied on one side by a long-haired woman whose pinched face looked as if she was sucking on lemons and on the other by a well-dressed man scurrying to keep pace and talking non-stop like a lawyer arguing a case.

As the troupe drew closer, Sean’s pulse quickened.  This was no common resident.  She wore a tailored suit that accentuated a trim figure, in the same tawny shade of her loose, shoulder length hair.  The woman moved with such grace that it was like watching a gazelle in stride.  But it was the sharp intelligence in her honey brown eyes that captivated him.  This was a lady that could rule kingdoms.  What on earth did she need an old folks home for, he wondered.  True, Ravenwood was as classy a place as they came, a marvel that he found himself spending his last days in such a place, but still, she seemed much too young.  In fact, she didn’t look a day over fifty.  And given her vigorous parade up the flagstone steps, she looked to be in the peak of health.

“Of all the gin joints in all the towns in all the world, she walks into mine…”.  Humphrey Bogart’s voice echoed in Sean’s memory.  A warning perhaps?  Or was something awakening.  He felt the dull shroud of medicine bottles, patronizing nurses, and murky sunshine begin to lift, it was like a brisk autumn wind stirring layers of dust from his dormant senses.  Call it professional intuition if you will, or the by-product of experience gained from a life-long career, but the street-smarts he thought long since dead were making a grand return entrance.  He couldn’t deny his immediate gut response to this striking, self-possessed woman approaching the house.  Sean’s lips absently sought the ghost of his time-honored cigar.

More to follow once the book is published.  Suffice it to say for now, I borrowed on the Film Noir genre’s “mood of pessimism, fatalism, and menace” to tell a very modern story.

Is Self-Care Selfish?

What does “Self-Care” actually mean?  It seems like a simple concept, but like many things – the devil is in the details.

  • In the 1980’s, the term self-care was used to describe activities that directly related to improving the state of one’s physical health.
  • By 2008, psychologists and New Age practitioners broadened the term.  It became the focus for altering one’s behavior so they had more time for themselves, apart from the demands of work and family obligations.
  • More recently it has gained political significance.  Activists call on self-care as a rallying cry for self-preservation in a world of oppression.

Maybe the meaning rests more in how we apply it.  There’s an old saying about the world containing two kinds of people:  Givers and Takers.

We already know all about the Takers – Narcissists by their very nature generate lots of attention.   These folks certainly have no issues with practicing “Self-Care”.

Which is kind of ironic.  Selfish people hide acts of pure self-indulgence under the guise of self-care and are then applauded by their peers for putting themselves first, over and above all others.  It’s a crazy world.

But what about the Givers?  We don’t hear too much about them.

Within the classification of ‘Givers’, there are those of us who – for a variety of reasons – give so wholeheartedly, we run ourselves ragged caring for everyone and everything within our personal scope of the world.

I did this for decades, sometimes out of a sense of responsibility, other times out of empathy and love.  I gave until I bled – for family, close friends, The Job – all of which is important … but I gave exclusively, over and above, to the point of exhaustion; until I finally crashed and burned.

And that’s what happens when we don’t achieve balance within our lives.

Givers must also be Takers.  This can be a hard lesson for someone who can’t grasp the importance of this simple truth.


When my husband, after being struck down by a drunk driver, lay in the Shock Trauma Ward, hooked to every imaginable life support system known to man, the nurses repeatedly told me to go home, take care of myself, because the road ahead was going to be long and hard.

I looked at them like they were crazy.

Go home?  While my husband lay there fighting for his life? Uh huh.  Wild horses couldn’t drag me from that room.  Not even after days turned into weeks, and then into months.

It would be years later, when the wisdom of those words would finally sink into my consciousness.  I had pushed myself to the point where my own health and sense of well-being was now in jeopardy.  The choice was mine.

Take care of myself?  Or keep giving until I drew my last breath.  So simple, yet so profound.

I feared it was too late.  Could I still turn the tide, and alter a course of behavior inherent to my very soul?  I knew I owed it to myself to try.  So for the first time in my life “Self-Care” became my mantra.

Except — I had one, teeny, tiny problem.  How?  I couldn’t even define the term.  “Self” had always come in last.

Self-care…  It sounded silly to my ears.  And the very idea of putting myself “first” felt – selfish.  Until I remembered part of the standard, airline stewardess’ pre-flight instruction.  In the event of crisis, one must FIRST apply the oxygen mask to SELF, before attempting to help others – including your own child.

This seemed a perfect analogy for my situation, because if you incapacitate yourself – by failing to take care of SELF first – then you are useless in helping others.

It took due diligence and perseverance, but eventually – with loving support from my husband and a few good friends – I not only regained my health, I had learned how to be nice to myself.

These days I treat “ME” no better and no worse than I would my truest friend.  It’s a sentiment I use as a type of barometer to keep myself in check – a cautionary measure – so that I don’t slide back into old habits, where I only think about the needs and desires of others, thereby sacrificing “self” for no sound reason.

Brightest blessings can indeed be found, even in the midst of our darkest times.


Toads and Toadstools – knowledge for the Wise

Hedgewitches, Shamen, Mystics, and Herbalists alike, are the gatekeepers to hidden knowledge that can heal or kill, reveal messages from spirit, and provide the means to manipulate a wealth of unseen forces inherent in Nature.  This is one reason why they were, and still are, feared by the uninitiated.

Put simply, *normal* folks just don’t understand.

Which may be one reason why Hedgewitches of times past lived in domiciles outside of the village proper or at the border of dark forests, often rife with imaginary dangers.  The knowledge they held was fearsome, but useful too.  In times of need, there was many a villager who would knock, knock, knock, upon the witch’s outer door.

As an Herbalist, I am always surprised when friends turn a “hairy eyeball” at whatever I’m spouting about in abject fascination – for to me, it’s completely normal…  Like the time I wanted to grow a ‘Poison Garden’.

Before I go further, let me just share my oft stated, personal motto:  The only difference between a poison and medicine, is dosage.

My latest foray into the world of ancient knowledge, is the discovery that toads possess the same ‘poisonous’ – and useful – chemical as does toadstools, which is the very reason for the similarity in name.  Okay, perhaps ‘tea time’ with the ladies wasn’t the most apt venue to broach the topic, but hey – I was excited about this new book that I had just received:


This does tend to be a sensitive topic to most, as well as dangerous information in careless hands, so it’s hard to find adequate resources that properly delve into the what and wherefores of advanced practices.  Ergo, my excitement – quickly dampened by my friend’s reaction.

“Ewwww.  The poor toads.  You’re not actually going to kill one, are you?”

“Of course not,” I said.  “Besides, there are plenty of toads already dead.  The sheer number that die just from mating…”  I paused after seeing the look of horror on my friend’s face.  “Well, I’m not saying I would actually experiment with such a thing, but it’s fascinating all the same.”

I thought it best to stop the discussion there, while I was ahead.  So I cracked a few jokes about dinner time at my house, and my husband’s reluctance to “upset me” for fear of what may be contained in his soup.

I am also amused by the fact that toads and toadstools seem to have been a running theme throughout my life.  Coincidence?  Who can say.



Crewel embroidery kits were all the fashion for young girls in the 1970’s.  I was no different.  My favorite project was a picture of – you guessed it.  I loved it so much, I still have the original design entitled “Leaping Frog” – but hey, close enough.







Later on, I bought a green Jeep Liberty dubbed “Kermit” and chose a windshield decal that I loved so much, I couldn’t bear to throw it out after it had become too worn.


Toads come often to visit my house.  It is not unusual to see them by my front porch steps, and sometimes on the porch itself, as if they are trying to come inside the house to say hello.


The best experience happened two years ago, in May 2015.  It was early evening and a gentle rain was falling.  I stepped out onto my covered porch to enjoy the night sounds of rain drops through the leaves.  And then it happened.

A chorus of toads began to sing.

I have never again heard a more beautiful sound.  I had no idea there were so many toads living in my garden, but I was enchanted and so moved, that it brought tears to my eyes.

So I guess it’s little wonder why I find the subject of toads and toadstools so interesting.  My guardian angels knew it all along.  I share an affinity with toad that up until now I had been completely unaware. They must want to slap me against the head and say, “DUH”.




Writers, Actors, Performers… Stop alienating your fans!

Abuse of power, abuse of privilege, destroyer of dreams…  It’s hard to believe, but in this case?

I’m referring to Hollywood.

Joss Whedon is one such example, representative of an artist who abuses their vast media presence to broadcast personal – and inflammatory – political opinion.

Yes, this is nothing new.  And a growing trend for many years.  However, it seems like this practice has become less about personal opinion and more like a Liberal Left political tactic – as can be evidenced by Obama’s consistent use of Hollywood “stars” to promote his agenda, and most recently, their attempt to win Hillary a presidential election.

But here’s the rub.

Don’t these people, the writers-performers-producers, care that this type behavior destroys half of their own fan base?

I thought Whedon’s use of actors, that played Marvel Comics’ iconic characters in The Avengers, to create a television commercial that campaigned for his choice of presidential candidate a blatant disregard for fans with opposing opinion.

See Joss Whedon’s All-Star Hillary Clinton-Supporting Ad

Avengers director Joss Whedon has assembled an all-star team of Hillary Clinton supporters – including his superhero-portraying brethren like Robert Downey Jr., Scarlett Johansson, Mark Ruffalo and Don Cheadle – for a series of comedy videos encouraging similarly liberal-leaning groups to vote for Clinton on Election Day.”

But Clinton lost the election, and obviously Whedon – along with many others – are unhappy.  That’s no excuse for bad behavior or violent, disrespectful, personal attack.

Director Joss Whedon Calls Ivanka Trump a Dog

Regardless of whether Whedon was talking about our newly elected President Trump or his daughter – I find his statements intolerable and disgusting.  The article goes on to report:

“Shortly after Trump’s victory in November, Whedon said Trump cannot “cannot be allowed a term in office.”

“It’s not about 2018. It’s about RIGHT NOW,” he wrote.

The writer-producer has also used social media to attack other members of the Republican party.

Earlier this month, Whedon wrote on Twitter that he hoped House Speak Paul Ryan would be killed in a gruesome way…”

There are many other examples of ‘Hollywood gone wrong’, but I find Whedon’s behavior the most disheartening only because I have been such a long time fan of his work.  From Buffy the Vampire Slayer to Firefly to The Avengers – his stories have created characters that took on lives, all their own.  But now?

The illusion has been shattered.  I can no longer enjoy these stories, for Whedon’s reality has tainted the dream.

Fiction writers, producers, artists of all kinds, weave their tapestries using threads of imagination and illumination.  They build worlds and breathe life into characters that do wondrous things – sometimes terrible, yes, but wondrous.  Yet all of it boils down to the same thing.  Creating stories (products) that entertain consumers of their work.

So, speaking now from a writer’s viewpoint – don’t we have a responsibility to ALL of our fans?

Perhaps in Joss’s case, he forgets that the same public that purchases his fiction – does not necessarily subscribe to the same “leftist” politics that he seems so intent in blasting out into the ether of public opinion.  I’m guessing he just doesn’t care, maybe due to an ego that has grown to match size with his bank account.

I, for one, refuse to spend one more red cent on anything he has produced – past or present – and now count him as a member of my personal list of *banned* former favorites, which is unfortunately growing in number.

This can serve as a message to all artists, everywhere, and especially to those of you working hard to cross the proverbial desert, hoping to dip even one toe into that vast ocean of stardom.  Don’t alienate your fans.

And to those who have grown ‘too big for their britches’?  Your inflated ego will only sustain you for a finite time.  Be prepared.  The fall from your golden pedestal is sure to be a doozy.



“Old” Doesn’t Mean Obsolete


Are you young?  Old?  Somewhere in between?

Congratulations, you are a card carrying member of the human race.

And as such, we know that in the cycle of life – we age.  All of us.  If we’re lucky.

So why does society marginalize their aging population?

All forms of media, movies, books, music, etc. – they tend to glorify only 25% of  humankind.

If you’re very young, or in the blush of puberty and new love, society applauds you.  If you happen to be at the age of sexual prowess, society desires you.  Even young mothers and fathers are admired – as long as they are beautiful and sexy.

But what about the rest?  Those men and women aged 40 – 95?  Where are their stories?

Gone are the days when “old” people were forced into retirement, in fact – corporations and small businesses are newly recognizing the value of an older populace, so often hidden from the skewed viewpoint of social media and youthful perception (dare I say ignorance?).

The above 40 crowd have a lot to offer besides advanced wisdom born from experience, education, and training.  They are also dependable, reliable, and often exhibit a higher degree of patience and fortitude than a younger generation.

And who says life is over after 50?!  I am astounded that our newly elected President of the U.S. is 70 years of age, as is a large part of Congress.  Who better to hold the responsibility for running our beloved, expansive, country than men and women who have been tested over time?


Yet, (generally speaking) we have a generation of young adults that throw away their parents – after becoming “self-sufficient” that is.  Once these youngsters think parental monies are no longer needed, parents are relegated to the back burner, with little respect or recognition of the tremendous value they still hold.

Think of all that untapped wisdom – ignored and lying fallow.

But I’m going to divulge a little secret; one that is shared by all those who are on the downhill side of 40.

Life becomes even more beautiful than ever before.

In the words of Agatha Christie, written in her autobiography at the twilight of her years:

“I have enjoyed greatly the 2nd blooming that comes when you finish the life of the emotions and of personal relations; and suddenly find – at the age of 50, say – that a whole new life has opened before you, filled with things you can think about, study, or read about.

You find that you like going to […] with the same enthusiasm as when you were 20. For a period, your personal life has absorbed all your energies, but now you are free again to look around you.  You can enjoy leisure; you can enjoy things.  You are still young enough to enjoy going to foreign places…

It is as if a fresh sap of ideas and thoughts was rising in you.”